Death By Fkaay

Death

Death has been knocking at her door annoyingly and adamantly
As Jehovas witnesses come knocking just after you've put your feet up after a long days chores
For years she's pretended to be deaf to her pleas
Deaf to deaths cries
But lately her screams have been tearing at her eardrums
Making her desperation evident to her eyes
Maybe its just an illusion
Death has been seductively luring her
Nibbling at her ear
Sending a wave rush down her legs shes never had
She's a virgin
And if she allows death to penetrate her
She'll forever loose her hymen
She's no lesbian
But this lady that calls from her dreams is enough to turn her

For years she has been narrating about peace
How in her world There is nothing like pain
She has grabbed at every possible chance and never given up

When her father died of brain cancer
She was there
When her mother was sold into slavery
She was there
She was also there when her only brother got stabbed brutally in his cell
Yes .. Unlike everyone she has come to know
Death has been there.

She has made promises
And promised to deliver on those promises
She has promised to end all her pain
And rid her of the suffering
She'll tarnish the  turmoil within her soul
And discard the ache thats damaged her good heart
Return to the soil what belongs to the soil
She'll rebuild and make her whole
All she asks is to be met halfway

But how??

Rope?
Kick the chair
Hang from rafters and meet her fate
Choke on past stupid decisions
Twich on empty promises
And sway to lifes hardships??
Nope
Too painful

Poison maybe??
Some weevil tablets
Feel the pain one last time
Vomit over false I love yous
Cringe on the floor over you deserve mores
And watch in agony as her miserable life flashes by?
Naah
Thats exactly what she is escaping from

Eureka.
Overdose on some valium
Drift off to eternal rest
One without pain
no dread for tomorrow
She was promised-No sorrow
Listen helplessly as her heart beats faintly with each  passing minute
Feel her body fail and give in

Rest
That thing she's been longing for since she could walk
Peace
All thats been stuck at her throat since she could talk
Death has promised
So she executes her plan

The whole bottle and more
... A glass of undashed vodka or two
Faint. Light headed
She feels numb
Her eyelids fail to carry the burden endorsed on them
Sealing with a kiss
They close shut

Death-She smiles
She can see her face
Arms open wide
She leaps for a warm embrace
Yes she is here
Not too far from reach
Finally.
Now practise what you Preach

She is beautiful
She has lips that make yours tremble
And ache to kiss
A scent luring and enticing
Thats makes her want to snuggle up and not let go
She is home
A face so beautiful
Complexion so fair and flawless
No pimples
No blemishes
I repeat Death is beautiful

She undresses her clothes
Revealing potruding nipples so hard
Welcoming.
An hourglass body with a reverse to die for
She lures my being into her den
Takes the reins
Brings me home

She erases all memory of my pains
And rids me of all heartache
She heals my wounds
And removes my scars
Looking deep into my eyes she kisses my lips
She cares

Death
Removing my rags
She invades my body
Her gaze locked yet into mine
She goes down
Penetrates
Tongue
Heart stops
My being vibrates nd I feel my heart stop
Blood gushing down my legs
I feel the pain
Need to tell her to stop but then I fell the pleasure
Death...Carry on
Im Finally happy
Im home

©Fkaay

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